i wanna live in nirvana
make it eternal summer
i wanna live in nirvana
make it eternal summer
i wanna be your belladonna
naked in full color
i wanna live in nirvana
sacred like a lover

and i know you love me but oh my god
i know you want me but oh my god
i want more than love

on a moonlit night
all the world was quiet
i fell ill again
coughing up blood and serpents

and i know you know me but oh my love
yeah i know you love me but it’s not enough
i wanna know god
i want to talk to god

a new day arrived
got the sun in my eyes
drank a pint of butane
on my way to the morning service

what’s a day when night is where it’s at, sun?

i’m a bad bitch queen, this is my kingdom
you can scream, call me mean or just plain run
5, 4 , 3 , 2, here i come

they’ve seen us, they want us, they call us dangerous
you are so horrorshow
we’ll flee them, defeat ‘em
i’m feeling murderous
you make my face go
don’t you think that i’m in control?
how do you ever know?
i’ll take ya to the black forest
where it’s a horrorshow

i’ve been watching, i’ve been reading
i think i got a chance
to find out my own lil secret
so what’s the plan?

what’s your name - do you even have one?
i’m a trademark stare, eyes like the sun
life’s a tear, life’s a dare, fight for your fun
and what you do you, you become

and my evil side is so pretty
praise the lord for that
good and bad join up in jeezny
one to throw and one to catch

when your eyes meet mine
i come alive again
my eyeliner doesn’t lie
dripping galaxies down my cheeks again
take a taste of me, black cherries and cocaine
you can bare your teeth but i still got my fangs

let’s be thick as thieves
let’s go rob a bank
i’ve got some balaclavas
i’ve got some maps and guns
if you have a getaway car
i think we could have some fun

the butcher bird sings in the apple tree
sunbeams in her soundtrack
the air is sweet, rain’s coming
i’ll be there when it’s falling on the tarmac

i fucked it up, saturn’s rings are slipping off
it’s time to cross kokytus
stormchaser
i never meant to fall for you

the animals feel me more than humans do
magpie on my shoulder, whistlin’ my tunes
i’ve still got the way you looked at me
firin’ like a bullet inside my memory

i know you’re scared shitless
i know i seem ruthless
i know you’re scared shitless
i’m scared too

this is a song that i’m dedicating to the one who has stood by me
this is a song that i’m dedicating to my one and only
this is a song, this is a song for my baby
this is a song that i’m dedicating to the one who has stood by me

my eyeliner is my baby, she’s my baby tonight
my eyeliner is my baby, she’s my baby, alright
my eyeliner, my eyeliner, she always looks so right
my eyeliner is my baby, she’s my baby for life

we danced to the black lips like life was never bad
we had all we needed, it was all we ever had
we danced to PALA like life was never bad
we had all we needed, it was all we ever had

my whisky and my eye-eye-liner
my whisky and my eye-eye-liner
give me my whisky, my diamonds and my eye-for-eyeliner
served with a blank sheet of paper & an old typewriter

& it all falls down
love-maker, heartbreaker, was your baby, was your stargazer
& it all falls down
i think i’m levitating - i’m fucking levitating

tender, horny, feral
that’s what he said i was, i know i am
lonesome like the devil
i’ll scream just because i can

i’m gonna eat your ugly heart out
bite into your chest
tear it out, tear it out
ribs and lungs and flesh
to know your scent, your shake, your thunder
your face shorn and unshaved
you make me quake, make me quake
make me rumble
call you my love-maker, babe

a moonless sky, a cotton dress,
the wings of a dragon unfurled
she’s riding atop the emerald leather
she’s riding on top of the world
her past in embers on the wind
her future in the mirror of the present
her spine tipped forward from the hip
body raised, knees drawn together
the sky smells of mephistopheles
he flew here before, he’ll fly again
you can taste his tricks upon the breeze
where holds the souls of all his men

lovers once,
the woman of magick,
the man of the subverse,
fucking each other on plains of rapture
to birth a new universe
they screwed & they screwed & they screwed each other over
left teeth marks in each other’s hearts
became ghosts in each other’s thoughts
birdshit on a windowsill no one cares to clean off

she rides
it’s her sky
her stomach
her spell
sunbeams on gumtrees
vervain on bookshelves
raindrops in hair windswept by the night
into the mist, giddy,
she glides

lawless daughter, drinking blood like water
leathers on, fangs out, miss marauder
truth seeker, gon’ cut through your veneer
ace of swords in her veins like eureka
that vella, hellbent on her vendetta
singing, man, love is fucking metal

i feel the universe unfolding
i hear my stardust pulsing
every vertebrae
every vertebrae is mutating

i see ya, wouldn’t wanna be ya
the truth is free & freedom is lethal
(soul of my soul of my soul of my soul)
that hellraiser, been burning up for days
met her match, kissed death, they were ablaze!

hold me as one dear goddess, hold me as one
hold me as one dear goddess, hold me as one
i only got one spine dear goddess, i only got one spine
hold me as one dear goddess, hold me as one

let those little fuckers leak
hot and salty down your cheeks
and rip to all the friends who no longer speak
at least it’s always sunny on tv
before i go under

under the water
under my anhedonia

i still wanna be plenty of pretty things
like a poet or a singer or an author
so don’t you dare o.d.
the stars are whispering to me
as i drop i feel the hunger

my anhedonia - does it scare ya?
coz it scares me
my anhedonia needs no water to grow inside of me
my anhedonia could be wisteria but it’s so slippery
my anhedonia has no answer
it mutilates me

the devil, the pirate, the witch, the joker
the fox, the cat, the white ox smoker
the tramp, the whore, the pimp, the assassin
i’m runnin’ outta breath + i can’t stop laughin’

and you can call me persephone

i’m the queen

life’s not the same no more
can’t you tell?
i am too beautiful
in my true form
to be seen by mortal men

i am a fury

i am a daughter of the night

i am a banshee

i can devour or ignite

so give me back my flaws
give me back my flaws
give me back my flaws
cut my face open ’til I scar

i drew blood from a stone
spat wisteria from a guitar
dangled my feet from a sickle moon
let out a universal howl
vamped it into a song
rode him like a high class whore
felt my teeth lengthening
and my skin to turn to fur
as the whites of my eyes grew black
the hackles of my soul rose up
i’m gonna do this
become violent and curious
queen of death
in rainbow moonstone + black onyx
goddess of spring
in jasmine + roses
conquering suicide at the masquerade ball
a stiletto heel in the neck of a black dog
add some vibrato for the underside of love
drink that espresso for a taste of god
step into the inferno to believe in your lungs
shoot up your veins with the sound of my voice
cry in your boudoir
and pour my soul into a silver chalice for the angels to swig at dusk
write + sing + write + sing + write + sing again!

become stardust

feel it all the way through

bathe in alicante bouchet rosé
fall in love and let it fall away
let the bluebells fall in ballads upon my face
let my mascara drip in the rain
as i love + i choke

+ i love once again